some things that you find
are beyond your control...

Crossroads.
This whole moving thing's made me quite introspective. Other things too, but I think that was the catalyst, since it's timing is right fucked. We were fighting before about moving, because we want to go different places, but now J's all ready to go wherever I want and that's not cool. I mean it's cool on the one hand because hey, he's willing to come with me, but on the other I don't want him to be sacrificing his goals for mine. Does that make sense? Well, apparently life doesn't. *rolls eyes*

Heading to see the families tomorrow - to put on the masks. Well, are they masks that I put on, or ones that are provided by other people's experiences of me?

listening to: Moby - Where You End
eating: chili
today's project: wrapping presents
feeling: pensive